Well, a LONG LONG time after my last posts, most of which were written in a few days of un necessary frustration...now, as I look back I was being immature. But then, those were thoughts I had that time.
Today why I returned to blogging is because of my most perennial question, have I been too seedha in life to not enjoy certain things as I should have. Never was I short of any attention at any place. I know I come from a small city and doing that has made me grow up in a certain way. There are things which are not the best to my liking and it takes time for me to digest those certain things. It was in IET, IIFT or now in job life, these things still are weird for me.
Today I read some one Else's diary, something which I created a lot of fuss about around 10 years back ! But well, I did that and found out stuff that shouldn't have surprised me but yet I went into that thinking that I should have also enjoyed my life when there was time. Seems like the age of 24 has made me feel more aged than I am. I don't know if I will ever get chances like I could have had, but yeah, now I think everything should be given a chance. Who cares how you behave, and for what is the pretense necessary. Kind of people who have done everything also sound as ominous as I do. So why not do and be innocent, than not doing and being innocent. !!! Food for thought.........
Today why I returned to blogging is because of my most perennial question, have I been too seedha in life to not enjoy certain things as I should have. Never was I short of any attention at any place. I know I come from a small city and doing that has made me grow up in a certain way. There are things which are not the best to my liking and it takes time for me to digest those certain things. It was in IET, IIFT or now in job life, these things still are weird for me.
Today I read some one Else's diary, something which I created a lot of fuss about around 10 years back ! But well, I did that and found out stuff that shouldn't have surprised me but yet I went into that thinking that I should have also enjoyed my life when there was time. Seems like the age of 24 has made me feel more aged than I am. I don't know if I will ever get chances like I could have had, but yeah, now I think everything should be given a chance. Who cares how you behave, and for what is the pretense necessary. Kind of people who have done everything also sound as ominous as I do. So why not do and be innocent, than not doing and being innocent. !!! Food for thought.........
